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I Thought I'd Be More Famous by Now

by Special-K

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I’m twenty five Haven’t done much with my life Only got two years till it’s rockstar time to die I really thought somehow I’d be more famous by now When I was young, they said I was unique Like a fool that’s what I believed Pictured myself as the next Beyonce I believed, I believed that my face belonged on TV Walk down the street No one notices me And I’ve never seen a paparazzi I had a plan and it’s not going great I have no fans and I’m not getting laid I really thought somehow I’d be more famous by now
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Date me I’m bored And we are both alone Tinder says there’s no one new around you I have nothing better to do (oooh) So I obsess over you (Spend my time stalking you online) Your pictures on the web I know them far too well My brain can’t focus only on myself I need someone else To give me attention and tell me I’m cool I need a muse, I guess you will do So I obsess over you (Spend my time stalking you online) So I obsess over you (Spend my time stalking you online)
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This might not be the best song in the world But that doesn’t mean I’m a complete failure My voice might not be as beautiful as hers But that doesn’t make me an amateur Feel like shit today but tomorrow I’ll feel great Flicker between megalomania and severe self hate You are talented I try to tell myself Doesn’t matter that your music doesn’t sell I’ll catch myself if I fall It’s better to fail than not to try at all You are talented I try to tell myself Maybe one day dad will think so as well I’ll catch myself if I fall It’s better to fail than not to try at all Only I expect perfection from myself I’m not disappointing everybody else
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Best Friend 03:13
All the nights out, all the nights in All the chocolate and all the gin Your my best friend, ooh, And I love you All the trips to the pool, all the times we skipped school All the secrets and gossip and dancing like fools Your my best friend, ooh, And I love you Lalalalala…. Girl, you’ve got style, so chic, so cool And you’ve got the meanest sense of humour Your my best friend, ooh, And I love you
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You seem normal at first but I know that something is wrong So I search in your words for reasons why you’ve ended up alone Too few red flags For a man your age And I attract douchebags So I know you must be strange Me, I reveal all my crazy on the first date You hide yours safely So I guess I’ll have to wait have to wait When I let down my guard After several successful dates Then the truth will hit me hard But it will be too late Too few red flags For a man your age And I attract douchebags So I know you must be strange Me, I reveal all my crazy on the first date You hide yours safely Until it’s too late It’s too late
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Fashion! 03:05
Post articles on facebook about modern slavery Criticize that corporations don’t pay decent salary I know all about the small hands that sew my underwear I am aware, I am aware, but that doesn’t mean I care When I can be FASHION! (for only 99 cents) FASHION! (sashay, shante) FASHION! (you wanna be on top?) FASHION! (We are the goon squad and we're coming to town Beep-beep Beep-beep) A new dress a day keeps depression away Can’t decide which shoes to buy, I’ll take them all baby I need a new phone, I need silicon someone, CALL THE BANK! I need a new loan! Cause I’m gonna be FASHION! (for only 99 cents) FASHION! (sashay, shante) FASHION! (you wanna be on top?) FASHION! (We are the goon squad and we're coming to town Beep-beep Beep-beep) More! More! More! More! ...
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Give in 01:59
Dedicated strive to always be the best wicked sense of humour you know what that suggests skin salty from sweat I want to taste the tattoo on your back your focus so intense that I blush I’m an animal You’re an animal Let’s give in to lust Let’s give in to lust
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Playing everynight In a new city Never drunk but always tipsy Watching teenage drama and Aki Kaurismaki on the bus and I’ve got a crush Staying up late Waking up late Breakfast is beer Dinner is cake x2 Making up games that I always win Crying in the lounge Listening to Swims Sunburned and smelly hanging out in parking lots Wrinkled clothes and private jokes and feeling like I belong
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Dark Matter 02:24
I can feel jealousy washing over me like a wave drowning my mind sinking my brain I can’t see Clearly it’s in my lungs now I can’t breath Creeps into my bones and under my skin Swimming in black dark matter has made an attack Flooded my senses All I know is the fact that you were with her I’m fighting the urge To hurt you right back I let go Of control Swim up to the surface Try to stay calm Rescue myself From drowning in thoughts
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Her Flowers 03:13
You’ve made me angrier than anyone else You’ve made me doubt and question myself You’ve made me cry and I’ve told you lies We’ve fought a hundred thousand times Still you are the most called number in my phone You are the ground I build my world upon You are the one I can always count on I noticed the other day how your flowers always seem to bloom more than other flowers I realised then how much you care though I’ve often found you cruel and unfair You were always there Like a rock rising up from the unstable ocean Strong and steady, standing its ground Weather the sea is calm or stormy No waves, no wind could ever wear you down The love of boys It comes and goes but that’s ok cause your love stays x2 Forever and always Forever and always Forever and always
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You used to be always on my mind What a waste of time
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released May 17, 2020

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Special-K Reykjavík, Iceland

Special-K is an avant-garde musician and artist. Her music has been described as "depresso pop bangers" and “sarcastic baby pop”. Coming from a background of visual arts and classical music, she combines different elements like pop culture, fashion and poetry to create a universe of her own. ... more

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